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3.-Jun-2008 11:24 pm(kein Betreff)
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18.-Apr-2008 10:45 pm - Keep it down now, Voices carry.....

Wake up in the morning, stumble on through life...

 
So, my vacation officially started today. I left school after 4th period, came home, showered and primped a little, which is weird for me. Tim frustrates me sometimes. I told him I didn't want to help him wash the cars today, because I don't like doing it. He was home for an hour while I was getting ready and he just sat around and played video games, and didn't start until I got there and had been there for like a half hour. We spent 2 1/2 hours cleaning the cars. Then I went to get my nail fixed. Then we chilled and whatever.
So, we were upstairs playing Wii Sports, and we started making out and whatnot...and his mom came up and found us. And she talked to him after I left. And he keeps going on about how we're not in trouble...
But he doesn't understand what I say to him. No, she's not going to tell him that he's not allowed to see me anymore. But she is never going to trust us anymore, and she will always see us differently. And he's like "No! She's my mom, I would know." Well...use common sense.

So, I came home an hour and a half early, and all I wanted was to go out and do something today. It was gorgeous and I had all day to do stuff and he didn't want to. So my night ends early and I'm sitting home, bored, updating this. I need more friends. Even though he gets angry everytime I hang out with anyone except him. I told him I'm sleeping over Danielles on sunday night and he won't leave me alone about it, like he will die if i don't see him for a day.

Grr...frustrated. Want to go out.
  • Mood:anxious
  • Music:Happy Ending- Mika
15.-Apr-2008 11:41 pm - I know no one reads these anymore.
I tried to look like Grace Kelly, but all of her looks were too sad...

Maybe it's better that no one will read this. I can't believe that in a little over two months, High school will finally be done with. I will finally be attending my senior prom and my graduation. After watching all of my friends graduate and leave last year, I finally get to do it too. I can't believe I actually made it this far. And obviously, it hasn't been without drama and conflicts and fights and everything else, but it wouldn't be the same without that. Without all the friendships and teachers and experiences....minor experiences and the experiences that made you realize you were a different person.
Your first kiss, your first boyfriend, Losing your virginity, your first cigarette, smoking weed for the first time, realizing you aren't straight, driving for the first time, passing your road test....
And all the things that are going to happen this summer before we leave. When we realize how much we don't really want to leave these people, but we have to, because that is what we have to do now. So we can meet more people who will completely change our course of life.

I'm going to miss you guys, All of you. From Plainview and Commack and everywhere in between.
Don't completely leave me behind, please.
  • Mood:contemplative
19.-Jul-2007 11:36 pm - How do you do it?
You are stellar

Meet me in outer space
We could spend the night;
watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place;
won't you come with me?
We could start again.

How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew

Meet me in outer space
I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, it might be the only way;
that I can show you how
It feels to be inside of you

How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
It's better than I ever knew.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do

Ohhh...

You are stellar.

You are stellar.

How do you do it?
make me feel like I do.
How do you do it?
its better than I ever knew.

How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.

How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do.
10.-Mai-2007 06:32 pm - "You don't feel like this twice in a lifetime."-Tim

I love the way you stand in my way
You won't move 'till you get a kiss
And how you tell me that my name
It tastes so sweet on your lips
I love the way you hold me with your eyes
Hold me so tight that I can't move
It's like everything I've ever known is a lie
And you're the simple truth

Is it a dream or is it real
All I know is you make me feel so beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
You make me feel so beautiful feel like I could fly
Beautiful - cross the clear blue sky
Beautiful - baby I could cry
You make me feel so beautiful

I love how soft you touch my skin
Like you're touching the wings of a butterfly
I wish we could just lock ourselves away in a room
Where there was no such thing as time
I've never let anyone get this close
I've always been afraid
But you break down every wall and I feel so safe

Every part of who I am
Is so in love cause what I have is beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
You make me feel so beautiful feel like I could fly
Beautiful - cross the clear blue sky
Beautiful - baby I could cry
You make me feel so beautiful
Beautiful
You make me feel so beautiful when you touch my face
Beautiful - when you say my name
Beautiful - always find the way
You make me feel so beautiful

29.-Apr-2007 11:50 am(kein Betreff)

For any of you who hadn't heard, Michael and I finally broke it off forever in January....After 3 years.

And it's been one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through.  Because even though it became apparent towards the end of our relationship that we were not working together, we are still deeply in love. And it's been so difficult to adjust. Packing up all of his things and realizing how many things of his I had and how deeply tied we were.

And now he's dating Lauren Salamon. How do I adjust to that? My exboyfriend, the first love of my life, is dating my friend. And I know I'm dating Tim, but it's not I lost all feeling for Michael. But...I couldn't let Michael ruin a chance of happiness for me...and I know I shouldn't have jumped into the relationship with Tim when I did...But I didn't want to lose him. And to tell the truth, I was vulnerable. And lonely...and in pain. And Tim was charming. And we're amazing together, I'm not saying I'm only with Tim because I was vulnerable.

How do I adjust to this...?....

24.-Mär-2007 11:42 am(kein Betreff)

There are so many things I could update about...but I'd rather not think about them. But I did want to write about last night.
I got out of school at 230. Tim and I came back here while I primped for NYSSMA, which I was supposed to be at at 4:15. So then we had to find Hauppauge High School which proved difficult...and I got there at 4:45. So I sang..whatever...and Got that over with. Tim and I went home...which also took forever. Then Aaron bitched at me and wanted to go eat at Applebees...and I told him there was nooo way in hell we could get in and out of Applebees in 45 minutes  on a friday around dinnertime...and he said of course we can...so we picked him up atlike 620 after I got changed...and went to Applebees...and we couldn't even find a parking spot. So we went straight to the High School for COMMACK IDOL. Which Tiffany was in. So we watched here and it  was really good and Tim and I were going to leave and I was like...okay lets just stay for like 10 more minutes...so he said Okay. 
Then they showed the Video Of Commack....
Tim:Oh man...I hope they didn't get any shots of us.
About a minute later
Tim:I really hope they didn't get pictures of us kissing...
The whole 5 minute video was random shots of kids walking around school and such...and all of a sudden you see Tim walking in slow motion into the lobby...straight to me...and we kissed....about like 300 people in the auditorium saw it up on the big screen....Funniest thing ever....Tim still can't get over it.

Then Tim and I came home and chilled until like 10.

Tonight I have drivers ed at like 3 and then Makeup at the middle school at 630.

14.-Mär-2007 10:59 pm(kein Betreff)
Commack High School's Spring Musical Production of Oklahoma is this Friday and Saturday night at 8:00 at Commack High School. Come see it!

I'm doing makeup.:-)
22.-Feb-2007 07:32 pm(kein Betreff)
Stay off the roads.


Crystal got her pemit today.
6.-Feb-2007 06:36 pm(kein Betreff)
Thisis the creepiest thing I've ever seen...and it's a childrens show

http://www.thatvideosite.com/video/3892

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